Ohhhhhhh

Ohhhhh, I'm agree with Tyan... Jesse McCartney is hot!!!! And I love the official video of leavin'... muac muac

let's imagine... ... ...

if there's a guy who singing this in front of me, I'll be fainted right away... hahaXD

-

Lying on the bed
Looking up high to the ceiling
Suffering from the coughs that made me can't get through the night
Tears I shed in the darkness of night was
The silent night ever
All the time I thought about it
And always hoping and wishing
That someday even there will
Be someone in this world
Someday hoping that will see
My tears and loneliness
And will take those tears
And turn it into laughter
I always think more about others
Before myself yet I go through
So many crisis
But always just hoping that
Someday I will wake up from
My scariest nightmare of this gloomy night
Angel of death
If you can hear me
Take me now
So my loneliness and suffering gone from me
And only peace and eternal love can
Fill my soul once more :'(
-the end-

Maison pictures taken by Eugenia's digital camera...

Don't ask me why... I love the expressions in my eyes... I suppose these two pictures were taken when I was a bit tipsy...

Speechless

DAMN! What is happening to my body?? I got sick since the past few weeks and till now I haven't recover!!! I've been coughing so badly... ARKKKKK... My mom had been reminded me to look for a doctor once she heard I'd a few coughs... I didn't do so because it was not that severe at that time... And finally, my mom can't stand it anymore and brought me to the practitioner of traditional Chinese medicine nearby my house today... :( The veteran Chinese doctor adviced me not to eat fried foods, durian, longan, laichi etc...== 'better don't eat lorrr, diet lorrrr' Ish betulllll... but seriously I've slimmed down a lot XD... is it a good or bad thing?? No no! It's bad!! There are event jobs on the horizon... I don't wanna get sick while I have to work yea... Oh Lord, please... By the way, I'm not the only one who got sick... Anna and Candy got sick as well! omg... Candy blamed the tequila shots we'd been taken in Aloha last Saturday... duhhh, I don't think so... the main cause should be we don't get to have enough rest... Sigh...

I L.O.V.E MAISON!!!

Firstly, here's a very big warm hug to Anna... Happy Birthday girl!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!! We were celebrating her big day at Maison yesterday night... Yesterday was just awesome!!! Everything went smoothly... We were damn HOT!!! yea XD HOTTTTTTTT... lol And yup, I've met some old friends at Maison... I was so shocked when I get to see Edison right there... the first time I saw him inside the club and we've talked a lot... :)

However, I didn't get to have enough sleep because I'll be having 8-10 morning lecture today!!!! Ohhh, I'm exhausted :( Moreover, I have to complete the printing job for OFI assignment... damnnnnn... Anyway, everything is solved right now... *Relieved

Here are some pictures taken yesterday night... There's some in my friend's digital camera as well... I'll post it later yea, lovessss

My besties muac muac...

Me & the birthday girl!

lol she was like telling the whole world that I'm hers XD... yea baby, I'll be yours muac muac...

sweat...

Me & mua baby...

I love you guyssssss

You bring me down

You let me down, cant fix you now

Thought I could count on you to be around

You bring me down, down, down way down

What is the problem

Are you taking me seriously

Is it a joke to you

Or maybe Im a fool

Why am I trying

So hard to be the girl that you need

How is this fair to me

When you break through

This is to much

Dont call it love

You are the reason its so hard to trust

Boy this aint what I wanted

And now its got to stop

You let me down, cant fix you now

Thought i could count on you to be around

You bring me down, down, down way down

No more tears

Why did I let you have so much control

I gave my arm to you

And you pushed me away

Why are you here oh

Dont you see Im letting you go

The damage is done baby

I have nothing to say

Its gone to far

Dont know who you are

I think its better that we are apart

Babe I know where I am

And I know where your near

You let me down, cant fix you now

Thought I could count on you to be around

You bring me down, down, down way down

You let me down, thought I had had found

Some one to catch me when I hit the ground

You bring me down, down, down way down (ooooh)

Would you like it if

I did the same thing to

You and I lasted

Walking years on ma shoes

Boy theres no excuse

Cause of what you did theres no me and you

Would you like it if

I did the same thing

You wouldnt of liked

Walking in time

Boy theres no excuse

Thats who you are and Im so over you

You let me down, cant fix you now

Thought I could count on you to be around

You bring me down, down, down way down

You let me down,thought I had had found

Some one to catch me when I hit the ground

You bring me down, down, down way down

Down

Down

Stop bringing me, stop bringing me

Down down

Oooh

SAKAE SUSHI

I never thought that I love sushi this much before until I've tried dining at SAKAE SUSHI... awwww, awesome!!! This is my third time dining at SAKAE, Sunway Pyramid... em, the first and second time was at the Curve and Pavillion with Frank and my besties... :) Sushi King is getting obsolete... Although I did see some changes on their's menu and concept, I'm still prefer SAKAE!!!

yea yea, camwhore XD... some random pictures taken inside my car after went back to the college and had the DAMN online test!!!

awww, my Sashimi Salmon...

I was squeezing the slice of lemon to the salmon...

Seriously I did look chubby and fat after taking every single meal... this is the evidence!!! :(

going home after buying some stuff XD see!! I looked happy weeeeeeeeeee

Do I suit this??

Ignore others, just focus on her hair...

I would like to curl my long hair very soon...

too bad that it wasn't long enough...

Do I suit this sort of curly long hair??

Lol XD... I can't wait to do this on the coming sem break... :)

a sincere talk

Brandon Kor: Ok, although I wish very hard to sqeeze myself into your life but I would like to tell you something honestly, "Do not simply trust anyone while any guys treat you good, because you are a beautiful girl and a lot of guy want to be with you" just open your eyes big who is the person you worth to put in your love k?

Peggie: Yea yea, I know it...

Brandon Kor: Get a nice person who really put you in the 1st priority forever but do not really look at how a guy do to make you happy(because that doesn't last long, somebody know to make you happy is with motive then you satisfy his motive then everything might be stop), just look for a person who really precious you but have to forgive him when he seems stupid and not understand what you want. The stupidity of a guy have to be from the beginning you know him, I know that is a kind of potong steam when you get along with a stupid guy, but at least he is not acting.

Peggie: Yea, it's kinda true. My ex is a lil stupid hahaXD

Brandon Kor: Ok, whether you like or not. I have a solution for you. Would you like to listen?

Peggie: Alright.

Brandon Kor: Be single, have more friends(good one,dun ever mix with ah g ah kao). Upgrade yourself in the sense of your capability to survive yourself in this world, then you will find a lot of things in this world and the things you really want. Then, open your eyes bigger who's the one who treat you good.

he continues...

Brandon Kor: Actually I am a rude person, would you like to hear my true opinion with my rude way...?

Peggie: Go ahead, I'm kinda rude too :)

Brandon Kor: Never ever worry no dick for you, be yourself and live yourself! If you need somebody to talk, welcome you to call me at anytime, 014-********. I have no other meaning, I just dun wan you to talk to a wrong person to let those bad guys have the chance to hurt you.

WOW... alright... this was the overall conversation which I was having with a big brother this evening... I'd simplified a bit because it's meaningless to show the whole conversation here...

Seriously, I don't really know this guy... I didn't mean that it's weird or awkward talking to him... In other way, I feel that he's pretty mature and he taught me something... I'd appreciate a lot for his concerns... Thanks... Lovesssss

lazy bum

see the mangkuk gila kept laughing there... I was trying so hard to focus weiiii... SHHHH hahaXD

Damn, I was freaking lazy on the past few weeks... skipped lectures and tutorial classes... Seriously, I don't really cope with the syllabus already but somehow I'm still enjoy going college...
Enjoy talking crap and joking around with my buddies... those who laughed badly because of my ridiculous jokes... XD
Ish... whatever... please don't act like a fool in lecture hall or tutorial class anymore... FOCUS...
And yea... ~Don't disturb me, Sathish!!!~

...

I just got interviewed by a job yesterday night... tot that I could have started the job yesterday onwards... who knows after observing the environment and surroundings, I did not get interested and quited... Anna is still under the stage of consideration... but I suggested her not to work at there... There are pile of jobs out there, so far we haven't get one yet... too bad :(
After the interview, I decided to go somewhere else to have some tea and we called up Candy but she was still at her senior's graduation ceremony... :( And that's where an idea popped up suddenly... I called Irick and invited him to go yum cha with us... He was asking where are we going when we were on the way driving to Kelana Jaya... He told me that he is going to Poppy later... lolXD and I asked 'Anna, want go club not?!'... Anna replied me with a big charming smile so the answer was there... JOM, let's go... yeah yeah...
I didn't drink much yesterday night, I was real sober and a lil suprise of myself... I didn't get drunk weiiiiiii :))) Poppy was still the same... DAMN packed... I was tired of standing and dancing... We walked upside down... to Passion, Aloha... Nah, we just stayed for a while... Seeing hyped-up peoples and drunkards... XD Anyhow, it's time to stop clubbing... My parents are getting worried and they nagged all the times... Yea yea, i know... I'm growing day by day... no worries yea... I know what should or should not do, as long as you guys don't treat me like a lil girl anymore k...


US

LOVES

I need to tell you guys this...
Thanks for being with me for the past few weeks... The days when I was so down and upset...
Thanks for supporting every decisions that I've made, the road I've been chosen...
Yea, the road I've been chosen was twisted and it's not easy... It's beyond my own expectations... But I'm truely believe that there's always rainbow after rain... It might be tough, however it's just the matter of time...
I would not regret since this is all about my own good, my own future... And, I'm trying so hard to strive for even greater victories... I need to redouble my efforts on studies and at the same time WORK HARD...
love Anna, Candy, Tyan, Evy and Frank.
Thanks for accepting the changes in me, the new born Peggie... XD
Enjoy life buddies! <3

Bamboo night

Yesterday, I went shopping with Evy... Nothing much bout that... it was all about shopping... shopped madly lolXD... I was hanging out with Irick and some of his friends at night... he brought me to Bamboo... It was more into an adult club... I saw uncles aunties there... XD but it was alright, there's no one come and disturb :))) I'm gotta highlight something here... I didn't misbehave yesterday night and I was so happy... yeah yeah... I know... *Self-control and self-descipline* pictures time...


Me and the thai guy... he knows pretty well in posing huh... nice pic :)


Irick and me... he tried so hard to prop big his eyes lolXD, he was a bit drunk I suppose...



Irick and Dephy... Good buddy and this girl is gorgeous :)

say goodbye to the darkness

*Do what you want, but you never gonna break me, sticks and stone are never gonna shake me*
*wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me do anything you can control me*
Shits, problems and troubles just fuck off...
I wouldn't miss you anymore...
SAY HI TO THE SUNSHINE
I prefer single life man!


I love you guys...
Us in Pavillion today...

XD

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

LOL... seriously, it made me smile... :) A cheerful horoscope mail from a stranger...
It was pretty accurate I suppose hahaXD
Thanks to the stranger for making up my day... :)))

how do I live without him??

hrmmmm *deep breath*
I seems can't really used to it...
I don't think that I could start everything all over again...
coz you know... the process that I need to been through is really tough enough...
I can imagine that...
COZ I'VE BEEN USED TO IT!!!
I know that I'm selfish... I really am... nothing else I can do...
maybe I should give up all the temptations outside and back to where I belong...
I have to make my own decision... either to be suffer or not...
Sorry for my indeciveness... I'm sorry...
I need to make sure everything is ok... a more distinct future... and the most important is I'll feel blissful to it... for what I've got and possessed...

heartbroken

Am I doing the right thing? Am I making the right decision? What am I thinking, I really don't know. I'm lost of direction. But still I need to face it with a smile and believe everything is gonna be alright. I'll get used to it.

Yesterday I went BarClub and I got drunk once again== I puked everywhere and I know I looked ugly when I was drunk== thanks to someone that had been taking care of me the whole night. Thanks :) I think I should stop drinking for a while, keep myself awake and be serious and focus on my studies. The deadline for assignments is coming due, presentations and exams are all around the corner WTF. Which should be done first?? :( ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Damaged

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?

Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?

Tell me,

Are-are-are-are you are you patient,

Understanding?

Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

All

I've tried every remedy

And nothing seems to work for me

Baby, (baby)

This situation is driving me crazy

And I really wanna be your lady

But the one before you left me so

Damaged, damaged

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart is

Damaged, damaged

So damaged

And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do, baby?)

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?

Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?

Tell me,

Are-are-are-are you are you patient,

Understanding?

Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

You try to gain my trust

Talking is not enough

Actions speak louder than words

You gotta show me something

My heart is missing some pieces

I need this puzzle put together again

Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?

Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d?Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?

Tell me are you up for the challenge

Cause my heart is

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart isDamaged

So Damaged

And you can blame the one before

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart is

Damaged

So Damaged

And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged

SGH-F400

it's god damn cool man... DOPE... I'm gonna own it someday kakakakaka

duhhhhhh

It's been a while since I last blogged... many things had happened... relationships problem, studies and friendships... everything seems to be mess up... I've been a frustrater during that period... I've skipped classes because of all the unreasonable excuses... I guess probably this is how I reacted when serious shits happened... I feel like crying all the time when I'm depress and I seems like not understanding the situation at all... GOSH!!! It's god damn suffering... However, I think I feel much better now... I shouldn't be too negative and revolve just on the bad sides... :) I'm waiting for a brand new day...



camwhored before going out...


16 or 17 years old girl?? XD


Smile :) :) :) Seriously, I see the differences after wearing braces... no regret...