29.7.08

Over you

This is suppose an old song recommended by Kheng...
I love this song since I'd first heard it but I'm lazy to search for the singer and song title...
I was wondering whether to post this up at first but since everything's clear right now, there's no more anxiety and apprehension...
And this is my last time doing all these... I will try my hardest to forget you, all the memories in the past 2 years... As I said, I thought you'll be always right there when I need you... I guess I was wrong, I don't know what have I done and you seems to go off easy... True love??! Duhhh... I realized I'm not the only one... It's time for me to go... You know... Everytime when I think back how you've tried to retrieve the relationship between you and me, you made me laugh because you're no longer the same person anymore... Goodbye and take care!!

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other's opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you...

27.7.08

Grandma's 70th birthday...

Ok, I've just came back from my hometown located somewhere at Sepang... Not sleepy yet since I've took a short nap inside the car... emmm, nothing much I could say... Pictures speak a million words like what 'botak' said... Oops, sorry yea XD


Mummy and Daddy...


Rainie & Peggie


Family portrait...


The three layer birthday cakes.


Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Grandma, happy birthday to you... ooh, don't cry k?? we all love yea...



I've got nothing to do... == I know it's a bit annoying... :(


Mix with the youngster hahaXD




come come pose again...


These two girls are trying to ignore me huh??!


They insisted to pose like that, I've got nothing to say... :)

25.7.08

Ohhhhhhh

Ohhhhh, I'm agree with Tyan... Jesse McCartney is hot!!!! And I love the official video of leavin'... muac muac

let's imagine... ... ...

if there's a guy who singing this in front of me, I'll be fainted right away... hahaXD

24.7.08

-

Lying on the bed
Looking up high to the ceiling
Suffering from the coughs that made me can't get through the night
Tears I shed in the darkness of night was
The silent night ever
All the time I thought about it
And always hoping and wishing
That someday even there will
Be someone in this world
Someday hoping that will see
My tears and loneliness
And will take those tears
And turn it into laughter
I always think more about others
Before myself yet I go through
So many crisis
But always just hoping that
Someday I will wake up from
My scariest nightmare of this gloomy night
Angel of death
If you can hear me
Take me now
So my loneliness and suffering gone from me
And only peace and eternal love can
Fill my soul once more :'(
-the end-

22.7.08

Maison pictures taken by Eugenia's digital camera...


Don't ask me why... I love the expressions in my eyes... I suppose these two pictures were taken when I was a bit tipsy...

Speechless

DAMN! What is happening to my body?? I got sick since the past few weeks and till now I haven't recover!!! I've been coughing so badly... ARKKKKK... My mom had been reminded me to look for a doctor once she heard I'd a few coughs... I didn't do so because it was not that severe at that time... And finally, my mom can't stand it anymore and brought me to the practitioner of traditional Chinese medicine nearby my house today... :( The veteran Chinese doctor adviced me not to eat fried foods, durian, longan, laichi etc...== 'better don't eat lorrr, diet lorrrr' Ish betulllll... but seriously I've slimmed down a lot XD... is it a good or bad thing?? No no! It's bad!! There are event jobs on the horizon... I don't wanna get sick while I have to work yea... Oh Lord, please... By the way, I'm not the only one who got sick... Anna and Candy got sick as well! omg... Candy blamed the tequila shots we'd been taken in Aloha last Saturday... duhhh, I don't think so... the main cause should be we don't get to have enough rest... Sigh...

18.7.08

I L.O.V.E MAISON!!!

Firstly, here's a very big warm hug to Anna... Happy Birthday girl!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!! We were celebrating her big day at Maison yesterday night... Yesterday was just awesome!!! Everything went smoothly... We were damn HOT!!! yea XD HOTTTTTTTT... lol And yup, I've met some old friends at Maison... I was so shocked when I get to see Edison right there... the first time I saw him inside the club and we've talked a lot... :)

However, I didn't get to have enough sleep because I'll be having 8-10 morning lecture today!!!! Ohhh, I'm exhausted :( Moreover, I have to complete the printing job for OFI assignment... damnnnnn... Anyway, everything is solved right now... *Relieved
Here are some pictures taken yesterday night... There's some in my friend's digital camera as well... I'll post it later yea, lovessss
My besties muac muac...
Me & the birthday girl!
lol she was like telling the whole world that I'm hers XD... yea baby, I'll be yours muac muac...
sweat...

Me & mua baby...

I love you guyssssss

13.7.08

You bring me down

You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought I could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down
What is the problem
Are you taking me seriously
Is it a joke to you
Or maybe Im a fool
Why am I trying
So hard to be the girl that you need
How is this fair to me
When you break through
This is to much
Dont call it love
You are the reason its so hard to trust
Boy this aint what I wanted
And now its got to stop
You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought i could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down
No more tears
Why did I let you have so much control
I gave my arm to you
And you pushed me away
Why are you here oh
Dont you see Im letting you go
The damage is done baby
I have nothing to say
Its gone to far
Dont know who you are
I think its better that we are apart
Babe I know where I am
And I know where your near
You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought I could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down
You let me down, thought I had had found
Some one to catch me when I hit the ground
You bring me down, down, down way down (ooooh)
Would you like it if
I did the same thing to
You and I lasted
Walking years on ma shoes
Boy theres no excuse
Cause of what you did theres no me and you
Would you like it if
I did the same thing
You wouldnt of liked
Walking in time
Boy theres no excuse
Thats who you are and Im so over you
You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought I could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down
You let me down,thought I had had found
Some one to catch me when I hit the ground
You bring me down, down, down way down
Down
Down
Stop bringing me, stop bringing me
Down down
Oooh

SAKAE SUSHI

I never thought that I love sushi this much before until I've tried dining at SAKAE SUSHI... awwww, awesome!!! This is my third time dining at SAKAE, Sunway Pyramid... em, the first and second time was at the Curve and Pavillion with Frank and my besties... :) Sushi King is getting obsolete... Although I did see some changes on their's menu and concept, I'm still prefer SAKAE!!!

yea yea, camwhore XD... some random pictures taken inside my car after went back to the college and had the DAMN online test!!!

awww, my Sashimi Salmon...
I was squeezing the slice of lemon to the salmon...
Seriously I did look chubby and fat after taking every single meal... this is the evidence!!! :(

going home after buying some stuff XD see!! I looked happy weeeeeeeeeee

12.7.08

Do I suit this??


Ignore others, just focus on her hair...
I would like to curl my long hair very soon...
too bad that it wasn't long enough...
Do I suit this sort of curly long hair??
Lol XD... I can't wait to do this on the coming sem break... :)

11.7.08

a sincere talk

Brandon Kor: Ok, although I wish very hard to sqeeze myself into your life but I would like to tell you something honestly, "Do not simply trust anyone while any guys treat you good, because you are a beautiful girl and a lot of guy want to be with you" just open your eyes big who is the person you worth to put in your love k?

Peggie: Yea yea, I know it...

Brandon Kor: Get a nice person who really put you in the 1st priority forever but do not really look at how a guy do to make you happy(because that doesn't last long, somebody know to make you happy is with motive then you satisfy his motive then everything might be stop), just look for a person who really precious you but have to forgive him when he seems stupid and not understand what you want. The stupidity of a guy have to be from the beginning you know him, I know that is a kind of potong steam when you get along with a stupid guy, but at least he is not acting.

Peggie: Yea, it's kinda true. My ex is a lil stupid hahaXD

Brandon Kor: Ok, whether you like or not. I have a solution for you. Would you like to listen?

Peggie: Alright.

Brandon Kor: Be single, have more friends(good one,dun ever mix with ah g ah kao). Upgrade yourself in the sense of your capability to survive yourself in this world, then you will find a lot of things in this world and the things you really want. Then, open your eyes bigger who's the one who treat you good.
he continues...

Brandon Kor: Actually I am a rude person, would you like to hear my true opinion with my rude way...?

Peggie: Go ahead, I'm kinda rude too :)

Brandon Kor: Never ever worry no dick for you, be yourself and live yourself! If you need somebody to talk, welcome you to call me at anytime, 014-********. I have no other meaning, I just dun wan you to talk to a wrong person to let those bad guys have the chance to hurt you.

WOW... alright... this was the overall conversation which I was having with a big brother this evening... I'd simplified a bit because it's meaningless to show the whole conversation here...
Seriously, I don't really know this guy... I didn't mean that it's weird or awkward talking to him... In other way, I feel that he's pretty mature and he taught me something... I'd appreciate a lot for his concerns... Thanks... Lovesssss

10.7.08

lazy bum


see the mangkuk gila kept laughing there... I was trying so hard to focus weiiii... SHHHH hahaXD

Damn, I was freaking lazy on the past few weeks... skipped lectures and tutorial classes... Seriously, I don't really cope with the syllabus already but somehow I'm still enjoy going college...
Enjoy talking crap and joking around with my buddies... those who laughed badly because of my ridiculous jokes... XD
Ish... whatever... please don't act like a fool in lecture hall or tutorial class anymore... FOCUS...
And yea... ~Don't disturb me, Sathish!!!~

6.7.08

...

I just got interviewed by a job yesterday night... tot that I could have started the job yesterday onwards... who knows after observing the environment and surroundings, I did not get interested and quited... Anna is still under the stage of consideration... but I suggested her not to work at there... There are pile of jobs out there, so far we haven't get one yet... too bad :(
After the interview, I decided to go somewhere else to have some tea and we called up Candy but she was still at her senior's graduation ceremony... :( And that's where an idea popped up suddenly... I called Irick and invited him to go yum cha with us... He was asking where are we going when we were on the way driving to Kelana Jaya... He told me that he is going to Poppy later... lolXD and I asked 'Anna, want go club not?!'... Anna replied me with a big charming smile so the answer was there... JOM, let's go... yeah yeah...
I didn't drink much yesterday night, I was real sober and a lil suprise of myself... I didn't get drunk weiiiiiii :))) Poppy was still the same... DAMN packed... I was tired of standing and dancing... We walked upside down... to Passion, Aloha... Nah, we just stayed for a while... Seeing hyped-up peoples and drunkards... XD Anyhow, it's time to stop clubbing... My parents are getting worried and they nagged all the times... Yea yea, i know... I'm growing day by day... no worries yea... I know what should or should not do, as long as you guys don't treat me like a lil girl anymore k...


US

5.7.08

LOVES



I need to tell you guys this...
Thanks for being with me for the past few weeks... The days when I was so down and upset...
Thanks for supporting every decisions that I've made, the road I've been chosen...
Yea, the road I've been chosen was twisted and it's not easy... It's beyond my own expectations... But I'm truely believe that there's always rainbow after rain... It might be tough, however it's just the matter of time...
I would not regret since this is all about my own good, my own future... And, I'm trying so hard to strive for even greater victories... I need to redouble my efforts on studies and at the same time WORK HARD...
love Anna, Candy, Tyan, Evy and Frank.
Thanks for accepting the changes in me, the new born Peggie... XD
Enjoy life buddies! <3

Bamboo night

Yesterday, I went shopping with Evy... Nothing much bout that... it was all about shopping... shopped madly lolXD... I was hanging out with Irick and some of his friends at night... he brought me to Bamboo... It was more into an adult club... I saw uncles aunties there... XD but it was alright, there's no one come and disturb :))) I'm gotta highlight something here... I didn't misbehave yesterday night and I was so happy... yeah yeah... I know... *Self-control and self-descipline* pictures time...


Me and the thai guy... he knows pretty well in posing huh... nice pic :)


Irick and me... he tried so hard to prop big his eyes lolXD, he was a bit drunk I suppose...



Irick and Dephy... Good buddy and this girl is gorgeous :)

2.7.08

say goodbye to the darkness

*Do what you want, but you never gonna break me, sticks and stone are never gonna shake me*
*wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me do anything you can control me*
Shits, problems and troubles just fuck off...
I wouldn't miss you anymore...
SAY HI TO THE SUNSHINE
I prefer single life man!


I love you guys...
Us in Pavillion today...

XD

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

LOL... seriously, it made me smile... :) A cheerful horoscope mail from a stranger...
It was pretty accurate I suppose hahaXD
Thanks to the stranger for making up my day... :)))