waiting...

sucks man, I'm waiting the disc to unlock my pc... ish...
there've been a few days I couldn't online... the boredness is killing me anyway... especially the time when I'm at home... omg... somehow, I've just finished an usher job last friday and more details will be posted up very soon, I promise yea...
Oh yeap, one more thing... life is always so unpredictable and changes rapidly... you know how I feel right now? omg, I'm happy... grateful... I'll appreciate everything that appear to me at this moment... yeap, think positively is the only solution... alright, see you guys soon... ;)

It is sad...

I had a sudden thought today... It makes me feel horrible and terrifying...
I was driving back home once I've finished my tutorial class at three o'clock... I was actually a bit upset and emotional when the time I was walking to the car park in order to get my car... I think this is mainly because of the phone call I have dialled right after my class... sigh...
And I know I am always thinking too much... but it is uncontrollable... negative thinkings are everywhere and it almost drown me...
It is sad to grow up but indeniably peoples have to grow up day by day... how good if we can go back to where we belong and where we have started... yeap, in other way peoples would usually console themselves by keep telling themselves that they are gaining experiences day by day from what they have done wrongly... or other similar word like mistakes... mistakes... emm, sounds that it do not matter much... somehow, it is something what you have done wrongly and there's no more turning back... again, old folks would normally tell us to learn from mistakes... yeap, mistakes shouldn't be repeated and yet sometimes a small mistakes could caused peoples to lose their lives or even hapiness in their entire life... sounds serious huh... because everyone makes mistakes... some they don't even care about it and some... maybe you wouldn't realise at first but when time goes on... you started to hesitate and stop at a point you will look backward and that is the time when most peoples say... ''You're regretting"... and yeap, there's still no turning back... emm... I might think... look forward and don't ever revolve myself in the past again... some can think positively coz they have found a solution or alternative to solve the particular mistake they have done... some might search it till the day they die... and still no way to get back their initial happiness... :(
I'm sorry and guilty for the one I hurt most in my life... and I'd truly feel the pain right after a few weeks till today... whenever I think back... my tears will shed... I feel the pain so much when the time I drunk... seriously... cried and yelled to express my pain, guilty, mistakes and I was blaming myself all the time... somehow, I'd lost you...
Never hurt someone that deeply in love or fall into you... it consider the biggest mistakes and you must regret in future... don't ever think that you could find a replacement or anything coz you will NEVER! trust me...
I still need time to recover myself and try my hardest to search for a better life and my very own hapiness... memories are indelible but no point for me to be stubborn and keep struggling about the past... It's not the replacement matter anymore... it's nothing... and that's why I need to reposition myself for what I need and what I want... a more distinct future...

That's why you go away

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There is so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Maison again...

We went Sunway Pyramid shopping and had our lunch at Waffle House... We did not get to meet each others for almost half year already... lol... guess when would be our next outing again? maybe after another few more months or years? haha

Mel's head gone OMG...

mY love ones... yeap, he looks noob in the pic... *shh*

What made us so excited? lol

Accidentally bumped into Anna... I screamed because I was so happy and I didn't get to see her for ages d... This is my second time bumped into her... Maybe we are fated to meet there or she's the fans of Maison...

Sam & Loong

Loong's buddies... Arthur was in the pic too... the one who wearing blue top...

Jye Loong & Min Min

Oops!

:: say goodbye to my blonde hair... Seriously, I really can't adapt my new hair colour... I'm going to dye my hair back to brown later... cheers ;) ::

:: And yeap, I went Maison yesterday night... accidentally bumped into Anna, Mungit, and Min Min... photos will be uploaded soon... undeniably, I had a great time yesterday night with my darling, Melanie and all my buddies... love yea all... *hugz* ::

:: This is especially for you guys, Melanie & Arthur... Thanks for coming yesterday night... :) See you guys soon... ::

Laundry

:: nice outing with minmin... :) we have been a long time didn't get to meet each others and thx for being so sweet and caring... c yea soon... ::

Hoorayyyyy!

OMG!!! see the way I indulged myself right after my final... 0_0
I still left some hair accessories, handbag and etc... :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do enjoy your two weeks holidays...

It's true

射手座终极分析

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 　 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。 　　在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

:: I got this from one of the mails I received last few days... I don't believe this kinda horoscope thingy normally... Somehow, it's true and exactly what I'm feeling right now... Anyone of you wanna know further about your horoscope, tell me and I can forward it to you... You might have a great shock after reading it... :) ::

Can you feel my world?

observe - focus - LOST

yea, I do look happy all the times...

but who knows when I'm having my tears shed in the corner of my room or middle of the night?

Tae Hee - Korean Top Actress

I'm actually looking at some long hair curl galleries in google... and I've searched one of my favourite Korean actress who I couldn't get my eyes off to her... I love the feature, smile, sweetness and the natural appeal from her... Everything... added up equal to perfect... omg... muacks... I have never fall into a girl before... lol... alright, enough crapping here... There are a few pictures posted up and Tyan, this is the type of curl I want... natural big curl... <3


This type of curl... like no curl... lol


I prefer the top one instead of this... a lil too much for me...


alright, this is still acceptable...


OK!


Tae Hee... God, she is beautiful...


And Tyan, the hairstyle I recommended to you... (bracket)... nice what... :)


Apparently, this is not Tae Hee... Somehow, she caught my attention too... lol... yea, this is exactly what I want for my hair...

:: Tyan, you try to ask your mama k... This is all I've researched... mua mua ::

:: I love KOREAN as well XD ::

Euro Deli

Daddy and Mummy.
Their beloved princess XD


i LOVE my cheek bone... haha...


Swiss Coffee added whisky? I don't think it's nice... :)


Beerrrrrrr


Salmon...


Fish Fillet...


Pork shoulder...

We were kinda full but Mummy felt like trying more... and this is the last two dishes we've ordered...


Sausage...


Cheese & Ham...

This is a restaurant located somewhere at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng... just behind Old Town White Coffee... Do anyone know where is it? lolXD... It's a bit classic inside and the food are pretty good... I'll rate it as 7 over 10... :) Ohhh, I'm so full now... whole day eating western food... high calories and fats... damn... someone has told me that I'm getting fat... damn... I need to diet... :'(

:: HELL nOOOOO!!! Exam's around the corner and I have not get myself ready yet... I'm going to commit suicide in the exam hall... No worries dude, I would not update my blog for quite sometimes in order to burn the midnight oil... *hopefully and good luck to everyone! ::