how do I live without him??

hrmmmm *deep breath*
I seems can't really used to it...
I don't think that I could start everything all over again...
coz you know... the process that I need to been through is really tough enough...
I can imagine that...
COZ I'VE BEEN USED TO IT!!!
I know that I'm selfish... I really am... nothing else I can do...
maybe I should give up all the temptations outside and back to where I belong...
I have to make my own decision... either to be suffer or not...
Sorry for my indeciveness... I'm sorry...
I need to make sure everything is ok... a more distinct future... and the most important is I'll feel blissful to it... for what I've got and possessed...

heartbroken

Am I doing the right thing? Am I making the right decision? What am I thinking, I really don't know. I'm lost of direction. But still I need to face it with a smile and believe everything is gonna be alright. I'll get used to it.

Yesterday I went BarClub and I got drunk once again== I puked everywhere and I know I looked ugly when I was drunk== thanks to someone that had been taking care of me the whole night. Thanks :) I think I should stop drinking for a while, keep myself awake and be serious and focus on my studies. The deadline for assignments is coming due, presentations and exams are all around the corner WTF. Which should be done first?? :( ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Damaged

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?

Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?

Tell me,

Are-are-are-are you are you patient,

Understanding?

Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

All

I've tried every remedy

And nothing seems to work for me

Baby, (baby)

This situation is driving me crazy

And I really wanna be your lady

But the one before you left me so

Damaged, damaged

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart is

Damaged, damaged

So damaged

And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do, baby?)

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

(Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?

Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?

Tell me,

Are-are-are-are you are you patient,

Understanding?

Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

You try to gain my trust

Talking is not enough

Actions speak louder than words

You gotta show me something

My heart is missing some pieces

I need this puzzle put together again

Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?

Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d?Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?

Tell me are you up for the challenge

Cause my heart is

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart isDamaged

So Damaged

And you can blame the one before

Damaged, damaged

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart is

Damaged

So Damaged

And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged,

Damaged,

Damaged

My heart is

Damaged

SGH-F400

it's god damn cool man... DOPE... I'm gonna own it someday kakakakaka

duhhhhhh

It's been a while since I last blogged... many things had happened... relationships problem, studies and friendships... everything seems to be mess up... I've been a frustrater during that period... I've skipped classes because of all the unreasonable excuses... I guess probably this is how I reacted when serious shits happened... I feel like crying all the time when I'm depress and I seems like not understanding the situation at all... GOSH!!! It's god damn suffering... However, I think I feel much better now... I shouldn't be too negative and revolve just on the bad sides... :) I'm waiting for a brand new day...



camwhored before going out...


16 or 17 years old girl?? XD


Smile :) :) :) Seriously, I see the differences after wearing braces... no regret...