heartbroken

Am I doing the right thing? Am I making the right decision? What am I thinking, I really don't know. I'm lost of direction. But still I need to face it with a smile and believe everything is gonna be alright. I'll get used to it.

Yesterday I went BarClub and I got drunk once again== I puked everywhere and I know I looked ugly when I was drunk== thanks to someone that had been taking care of me the whole night. Thanks :) I think I should stop drinking for a while, keep myself awake and be serious and focus on my studies. The deadline for assignments is coming due, presentations and exams are all around the corner WTF. Which should be done first?? :( ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR