Arghhhhhh I can't be able to focus and concentrate on my studies weiiiiii what is going on?! I'm used to study in such a way or caused by Facebook addiction? It's not enough to sign in and stroll around once you know... minimum twice to three times per day! Actually, it has nothing to do with me I mean I am neither updating nor uploading pictures in Facebook but why the hell am I sticking with it all the time?! Gosh!!! HELP!!!!!
28.10.09
27.10.09
I'm not happy but why?
Sigh got moody after the rain... barely fall asleep wonder is it the stress I am confronting since final is around the corner? or envious I felt suddenly in the afternoon? or loneliness I got when no one is beside me? I dunno... I've had always tell myself everything will be alright... we can cope with stress when we do something before it is too late... envious ruin me, of couse nothing is perfect in this world.. we should accept our goods and bads... correct and improve ourself as do whatever you can do unless you can't do anything.. you get me? but sometime, you will get motivated when you feel like striving for what you don't have instead... @@ anyway, you can never reached the place you wish to... coz you always aim higher than what you can do in exact... sigh sad isn't it even you have already done your best or even contribute much more than anyone else... is just so unfair... :( perhaps we should just accept the fact that we aren't as good as the others... or we are not as lucky as the others whereby they have born in that way? Like added wings to fly higher up above the sky? yeah it is true... lucky or unlucky is the fact... if you feel yourself unlucky, you should work more harder... although you might not see the seeds you sow today, if you wait patiently, the seeds might grow even bigger and exuberant than the others... time and attitudes matter... Loneliness is what makes me suffered a lot... I hate to be alone yeah undoubtedly we feel peace within when there is no one... anyway, it feels bad when no one ask and care about you... as you are living alone on the earth... and your mouth smells stinky when you got no one to talk and crap with... for those who drink less water of course... :D awhhhh feels great after splitting all my thoughts and feelings out... the angel inside me defeated the evil ones.. :)))
previous pictures and outings
Due to lack of publicity, I've decided to post the pictures I have previously took and clustered altogether... you know, I have made my blog public since yesterday and I don't want to leave my blog stagnant... :)
the most recent pictures of mine... <3

can't miss out any which is nice... :D
tried temporary curl once... from what I have heard is mature and mature... anyway, I love mature... still thinking when to make my hair curl... :P
yay!!!! graduated but not in a formal graduation ceremony... will attend that when I complete my degree in future... can't wait @@
Me and my old school buddy, Amy @ Bangsar @ Restaurant Thai and Bar.
::SIMPLICITY, I WILL WRITE AS MUCH AS I CAN WHEN I LOVE TO::
::yawning, I am going to college soon having MA revision class!!::
::The old folk house will be posted sooner or later yeah::
26.10.09
Finally
phewwww after all the tedious copy and paste as well as customization, I have finally done my layout!!!! The satisfied one at least... :) I guess I can start blogging pretty soon? duhhh, final is coming!!! :'( I think it's better to put my blog aside for two to three weeks time... ngek ngek as what I am doing all the time... lol I dunno why I have created my blog... maybe just to make up my blog once a while? lol...
::MY BLOG IS INACTIVE SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. OR YOUR URGE ON ME WOULD HELP? SHOULD I GET MOTIVATED? :D::
::I HAVE LOTS TO UPDATE YOU GUYS BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START. SOB.::
::STUDIES? LOVE STORY? FAMILY? FINANCIAL PROBLEM? *those who wanna know? :D* SELF ACHIEVEMENT AND DEVELOPMENT?::
NAH... YOU TELL ME!!!! :'O
5.10.09
lazy piggie
9.9.09
Time to renovate...
I've missed out too much here... I promise I will be back soon... as soon as I have a new layout... Be right back...
18.8.09
arghhh
stop bothering me please...
what I need to do is just focus...
I'm not going to fall from the line...
None of my business there...
You guys settle your own ok... :S
27.7.09
Hi everyone...
Hi everyone, I'm here again... sounds strange lol yeap exactly I'm such a procastinator as usual... or a lazy bum? I don't know just don't feel like writing anything here to express my feelings... Maybe there are a few reasons you know my blog is so DULL I mean you see no readers no messages been left and most importantly why should I blog? Cracking my head, can't think of any reasons seriously... hell, blog or not is like none of others' business... who cares right somemore I'm not treating blog as my e-diary, my initial motive was just to keep my precious photos and memories here... but today, there's a reason I'm here haha yeah finally I think of my blog and I miss it so much... coz I'm going to write something which I feel that's important to me... TaDaaa... my very first day in Metropolitan well actually as a student, everything is still the same the only difference is the study environment I'm having now... yeah Metropolitan is a private college which links to Curtin University in Australlia, somehow it is a small college and even the toilet can you imagine you can't easily turn around in each square of it otherwise you will hit on something you know girls will normally carry their bags to the toilet... Other than that, everything is fine included the class I'm having today... hopefully, I can be more diciplined and well managed coz I noticed that my study life is more competitive and meaningful compared to holidays I was having in the past... I did nothing strolling around sleeping, eating and surfing net all the time... Alright, doesn't matter now I know I will be doing good is a must anyway coz I can't afford to fail any subjects right here seriously... Gambateh!!! That's all for today... I will post and upload all the photos I've missed out previously... see ya...



